




Too fun. This was not on my bucket list, but had I known it could happen, I would have put it up there.
What else was fun was getting to know my friend Rebecca some more. We are fellow metestatic cancer survivors with liver ….we’ll call them polka dots. Polka dots sound about 100 times better than tumors. We both thought the other person had the whole natural cures thing figured out and also thought we both had everything together mentally. I was happy and relieved and so was she that we both have down times. We both have doubt, fear, anger, frustration, feelings of helplessness and on and on. Now I understand how you all see me. I always saw Rebecca as this girl who has it all figured out and has everything together. Things can seem much different from an outsider’s perspective. We both struggle just the same regardless of our outside composure. I’m not sure if anyone has everything all figured out.
Well, I hope you all like the new blog. I’m kind of sad knowing that I will most likely not get as many messages from all of you that I used to on the Caringbridge site. (I only got 1 so far) PLEASE email me if you need help figuring out how to post messages, become a follower or anything else. Also, please email me if you want the email notifications for my posts. Soon, I plan on doing more health lessons very soon. I kind of needed to just take one deep meaningful breath and go PHEW after all that work getting the blog up and going with all the pictures.
So, next Wednesday I am going back to MD Anderson. I guess the study sponsor (this unnamed woman who I am not allowed contact with) said that she WOULD in fact pay the rest of my travel expenses as well as all the past expenses. Still, right now I am out over $4,000 and I haven’t seen a penny yet. This is a little frustrating. Nonetheless, I fly out Wed night, go straight to MD Anderson, get blood work, sleep at Paul’s, go to my appointment in the morning, and then straight to the airport to fly back home on Thursday. I will get the blood test, but no scans. Then, December I have the scans and everything. I plan to go to Austin and visit this trip. I have a MRI scheduled for Tuesday here in Michigan first. We’;; try not to stress out and worry about those results.
You all might be happy to know that I am completely street legal now. I have insurance (in my car), Michigan registration, a Michigan license, and Michigan plates. I will never go through that yellow turning red light ever again. After my Rack Pack meeting this past Tuesday, I saw one cop in that same spot waiting to pull someone over for the same offense. Then, I saw another cop who had pulled over a person right around the corner. Both these cops stake out this spot every Tuesday night apparently. Now I know, and knowing is half the battle.
Okay, that’s all for now. I’ll post again soon.
Goooooooo Pistons!!!
Shannon
I love the halloween photos! too cute! :) It sounds like you've been having a great time. I love autumn!
ReplyDeleteShannon... we've emailed before but never met. I'm also Shannon and a young BC survivor that was treated at U of M and Beaumont. Just wanted to let you know I LOVE your new blog!! The pictures add so much... its a beautiful cyber-journal of sorts. Your blogs make me smile... I read back to the beginning of yours and had to laugh at the laundry detergent comment. When I was diagnosed, one of my first thoughts was... great, I just signed a 2-year contract with Verizon wireless. :-) Only a fellow BC chick could understand that line of thinking!
ReplyDeleteStay strong and know that you are making a huge impact on so many of us!
Shannon
Hey Shannon - I'm not even sure you remember me, but it's Briana Jensen (now Miller). I was one of your Michigander-Austin friends a few years back. Ring a bell? :) I was thinking about you a few months back and googled your name. I came across an article you did in the Free Press and then found your blog from there. I spent an entire day at work reading all of your entries and catching up (real productive day haha). I have been completely hooked ever since. I love your stories and advice and insight on things...and your new blog was definitely worth all of the effort! Looking forward to more...
ReplyDeleteLove, Briana
I had so much fun with you on Wednesday, I'm glad we got to do that! :)
ReplyDeleteHi Shannon. I love the Halloween pictures. Wow - how fun too meet Chauncey up close. Sounds like you & Rebecca had a great time. Your Dad said the numbers from the ca2729 test came down again - so that is great news. Oh well - I think I am getting the hang of this. See you soon. Remember the sleepover on Saturday. Paige is not letting us forget.
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